I don't know why there were so many good things if the end result was always to walk away. It leaves me restless and disturbed. My heart wavers and is unsure. Uncertainty abounds. And you simply forget. It is so easy for you. I simply cease to exist.

I have moments where I wish we'd never met. And others where you realize your foolish decision.

I wish I were larger than I am. There is so much weakness.